Matapos ang biglang pananahimik at pansamantalang paglayo sa showbiz industry sa loob ng tatlong taon ni Ellen Adarna. Nagbalik na ito, kung saan siya ang naging bagong cover ng preview.ph para sa buwan ng January.
Sa interview niya sa preview.ph ay ibinagi din ng aktres ang kanyang pinagdaanan ng mga nakaraang taon. Dito din ay kanyang inamin ang totoong dahilan ng hiwalayan nilani John Lloyd Cruz.
Dagdag pa ng aktres ay nakaranas din ito ng depression. Kung saan matapos itong magkaroon ng post-partrum sa panganganak, ay sumunod naman na nagdalamhati ito sa pagkawala ng kanyang ama.
At sinundan pa ng paghihiwalay nila ng actor na si John Lloyd dahilan upang maghalo-halo ang mga emosyon ng aktres.
“It took two years for me to heal. I really went on a downward spiral. I really lost it. I didn’t know what I was supposed to feel… I’m the only girl and I lost an anchor. Me and my dad, we had a weird but good relationship—tough love, but father pa rin,” pagbabahagi pa ni Ellen.
“You know, we weren’t compatible, obviously, that’s why we broke up. Of course, any normal breakup hurts. You want things to work,” pag-amin ng comebacking actress. “Because I had so many issues na hindi pa na-resolve, I was projecting it on him,”
“Now I’m in a very good place. I can say I’m 100% okay. I feel my environment changed. Like his approach to me, my relationship [with him has] changed without asking him to change. So I was just really the problem. How I viewed it, my thinking pattern was the problem,” ani pa nito.
Matapos ang mga pinagdaanan sa buhay ay masasabi ni Ellen na sa ngayon siya ay nasa mabuting sitwasyon at mas maaayos ang tinatakbo ng kanyang buhay. Dagdag pa nito ay mabuting ama si John Lloyd at maayos din ang kanilang pag-cocoparent sa anak.
“My son needs him as much as he needs me. I see their relationship, and I see how happy my son is when he is around. So that’s why I also have to work on myself…
“Because when I had my issues with JL, ‘Okay, if I don’t allow my son to see his father, how will I tell him [it’s] because I had animosity towards [his] father?’ Damay pa yung bata sa mga issues ko,” pagbabahagi ng aktres.
Ayon sa aktres, maayos na din ang pagdadala nito sa kanyang emosyon. Isa din sa dahilan kung bakit mas magaan ang buhay nito.
Source: The Relatable
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